Wednesday, February 04, 2015

Rainy Day - inside and out




Today was cold, wet, and dreary.  That pretty much sums up how I feel most days.  On days like today it isn't worth the effort it takes to leave the house, so I didn't.  I didn't go to the gym or run errands.  Instead I stayed inside my nice, warm house doing a bunch of nothing.  This weather seems to make me feel worse, and I can't imagine why.  I'm tired of feeling so 'off.'  I feel sad to keep repeating to the kids that "I can't. Momma doesn't feel well."  This can't be my new level of normal.  I had bad days before the surgery, but now almost every day is a bad day.  Every day I wake up with the hope that I will somehow feel better.  I don't.  There are so many things I want and need to do.  The good news is I made an appointment to see a new doctor.  The bad news is I couldn't get an appointment until the end of April.  Until then, here's hoping for sunnier days ahead....
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  1. Sorry you are't feeling well; good idea to get in to see the doctor; sorry you have to wait until end of April though. I looked back and saw you had a thyroidectomy. Could be good they dropped your Synthroid a little. It is hard when the weather is cold and damp to get motivated. Those are days I too like to hibernate.

    betty

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  2. Thank you!! Some days are better than others, but on rainy days I seem to feel worse for some reason. I'm ready for spring!

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